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: UncategorizedI’m going on a plane to Florida today! I’m going to be down south for 2 weeks. 
Long ass time… 2 weeks without my beloved World of Warcrack Warcraft. Oh well, I suppose…
Good things come to me while I’m in Florida. =D I might be seeing Ivan, if I can. I really hope so. I have to call his mom and see if she can take me down to Tampa to see him as a surprise. That’d be super awesome. 
I’m going to Disney! My WoW friend Chris (Itsquagmire) is going to hang with me for the night. Maybe cutesy Ryan will too. XD Ryan is so cute omg.
AND NOW I HAVE TO LEAVE. D: I’ll try and blog later, if at all possible. WTB Interwebs
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: Gaming, Real Life, School, Website, World of WarcraftOk, I’m an official WoW addict, and I’m quite… unashamed, really. 
It’s really nice to be back into the game all hardcore and stuff BUT. But, but, but…
I got accepted into Roosevelt! 
I am going to get my High School diploma. Fuck all of you who said get my GED. This is my chance to SHINE.
Only one problem… I’m going on vacation next month and they’re real jews about attendance. 
So Monday, ma and I are going to an orientation and bring that up. See if we can push back me actually going to school till after our vacation… I hope that goes over well. I’d hate to ruin our vacation because of my schooling. 
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: Gaming, Health, World of WarcraftUgh. I got sick. I think it might of been because I was outside 2 nights ago talking to Nick.. Lol. He told me to look at the moon and I decided to stand outside for a little while. I kinda wish I took a pic of the moon… I need batteries for it, though! 
I really have to remind someone to buy me some new batteries so I can be an awesome cam whore.
Guess what else? I’m on my period! Yay! 
I get to ride the red river. It’s amazing. Seriously… Man, I was so pissed when I found out this morning. It was bad enough I caught some kind of cold. 
Sigh~ I keep sneezing too. D: It’s pretty horrific.
I’m going to the doctors tomorrow, at least. So they’ll give me meds and hope I feel better past all the side effects. Yay! 
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: Emotions, RantPlease, for fucks sake.
Keep the fucking drama away from me. Quit including me in it. I want no part! I just want to feel happy again!!
FUCKING HELL
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: Emotions, Health, RamblingsOk, so I lied out of my ass about being better. I’m actually getting quite scared at what’s going on with me right now…
I’ve been feeling really lonely, lately. Even if I’m talking to people.. It’s definitely worse when there’s no one to talk to. Why am I feeling like this? I hate it, I really do. I just want to cry, but I can’t? For some reason, even if I try, I can’t even make tears. A tear or two will drop but that’s it. It’s like my body is fresh out of tears and is in some kind of drought. I feel like a porcelain doll.
I can’t keep down food. I try to eat but I end up throwing it all up within a few mins to a few hours. Then a horrible sickly aftereffect happens. Like, I feel like I have to throw up again but I can’t. Either that or I do throw up again (depending on how much I try to eat). I’m getting in trouble for avoiding eating.. Ma and dad haven’t been too happy. Threatening to take away the only thing that’s keeping me from going into a total and complete mental breakdown, my computer.
I want to harm myself. I haven’t done anything yet, but it’s really scary.. I haven’t emo cutted in a long long while and I have strong urges to do it again. Like.. My mind is telling me to do it, that it will feel good and make everything bleed away. I’m really scared…
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